But pokemon are so cute!?

I feel like a newborn for some reason. I don't know what, but a light dawned over me and said "you're a complete idiot. You don't even know what you're doing, do you?" I cut my ties off with old friends, but now that I've had a lot of time to think life has left... it's left me not only a new perspective on things, but it's opened up that strange purple door where all my fear was hiding. Fear of what? I've never been afraid of anything. But now, like a child even the faintest noises wake me up at night.  Could it all be a facade? Is my mind so barricaded that even I can't get out. What if it's safe now? Yeah. Right. Safe.

And what about Chris? What's going on with him? Are you really that special? He's doing the same things you used to. He's BEGGING for attention, why don't you give it to him?  

Whoa, I went way too far for a first journal. Uh, I'll write more in my 'Bio' if you want to learn about me. I'll be using this.. every other day I suppose.

Mordekaiser: HueHueHue!